Happy Rant

I'm not sure why I choose to make "Happy" conditional? 

There are particular things in this life that I refuse to get over and I'm not even positive as to why. What's in the past is in the past right? If only it were that easy for me damn it! 

I sit and ponder, rationalize and make logic towards my crazy haha you'd think that I'd be able to get over things as I am a very logical and intelligent (so I like to believe) person. 

Well hell, we all have our bad days and today "bad" has reared it's UGLY head. 

Tomorrow is new, I CHOOSE new, and I will choose and WILL it good :) 

Nighty night..